there hasn't been anything really exciting happen lately.
but i'm off tomorrow.


that is all.

# 7.

yesterday was my moms birthday, so we went strawberry picking.








i've been eating way too many strawberries for my own good. but they're delicious.
today i got a call for a job offer but i had to decline because uhh.. no i can't load 50 lb. boxes into the backs of trucks. LOL.
i'll stick to my sandwich-makin job.

6.

i lost my favorite pair of boots and i'm really freaking out about it.
i'll be so glad when i get paid because i'm going to be frantically searching every thrift store in the area for a replacement pair.
wish me luck :(


let me also mention the thrift gods were watching over me the other day because the salvation army in middletown had a TON of cute summery dresses.
luckily for me my boyfriend had recently gotten his tax return money & was willing to buy me a few :)
i love him.


pictures are soon to come.

five.

i got a job.
starting tonight.
i'm excited.

four.

when i pass by nice houses sometimes i tell myself, oh their life probably sucks.. ya know, to make myself feel better because i don't have a house like that.


but after spending plenty of time with a family who makes enough money, drives a new car, and lives in a decent home.. i've realized i don't care if i never have any of that. all those nice things don't make up for the fact your family cannot sit & have dinner together without it ending with anger or sadness.

i'm disgusted by how incredibly selfish & immature GROWN ADULTS can be.

for real.

3.

the boyfriend took some nice pictures of me today. too bad photobucket makes them grainy.






if anyone cares, the dress is originally from H&M. its one of my favorite thrift finds :)

i was supposed to have an interview today but it got put off. ah well.
they're calling me back tomorrow.

i really want to start an online store. hm.

the times they are a-changing.

i. am. home.

things are different.
they are good.

i had a job interview today & it went incredibly well.
i have another one tomorrow, but i already talked to a lady there & its looking really good.
and i've been playing phone-tag with this guy who owns a thrift store. A THRIFT STORE.
i'm super excited about all of these possible jobs.



"the cameras on & the cameras click
we open up the lens and can't stop..."

1.

i've come to realize i'm incredibly indecisive. i'd had my livejournal over 5 years, but lately each entry contradicts the last. this is my fresh start.

i'm anxiously awaiting the day i fly back home to new york. i miss everyone, especially my father & erik. i'm dying for some garlic knots, and a dose of thrifting.

i think its funny i couldn't wait to leave. but now i just want to be home. i'm not sure how i'll feel once i get there. i've been so homesick lately. theres a lot of stuff building up, and i wish i could escape it all. my job isn't working out so well, and its like a ball of snow, rolling down a mountain, getting bigger and bigger as it goes along. there are 2 changes i want to happen soon. i don't see either working out if things continue the way they have been..

F.M.L.

i have a feeling that once i get back home, i won't want to come back to reno.

oh, how i love not being able to make up my mind.

i'm not myself lately.

in other news, i really enjoy going to the marina to walk my dog.
i love him a lot.
i'm also itching for a new tattoo.


"i miss home & i miss you,
when theres no one around and nothing to do.."