five.

i got a job.
starting tonight.
i'm excited.

four.

when i pass by nice houses sometimes i tell myself, oh their life probably sucks.. ya know, to make myself feel better because i don't have a house like that.


but after spending plenty of time with a family who makes enough money, drives a new car, and lives in a decent home.. i've realized i don't care if i never have any of that. all those nice things don't make up for the fact your family cannot sit & have dinner together without it ending with anger or sadness.

i'm disgusted by how incredibly selfish & immature GROWN ADULTS can be.

for real.

3.

the boyfriend took some nice pictures of me today. too bad photobucket makes them grainy.






if anyone cares, the dress is originally from H&M. its one of my favorite thrift finds :)

i was supposed to have an interview today but it got put off. ah well.
they're calling me back tomorrow.

i really want to start an online store. hm.

the times they are a-changing.

i. am. home.

things are different.
they are good.

i had a job interview today & it went incredibly well.
i have another one tomorrow, but i already talked to a lady there & its looking really good.
and i've been playing phone-tag with this guy who owns a thrift store. A THRIFT STORE.
i'm super excited about all of these possible jobs.



"the cameras on & the cameras click
we open up the lens and can't stop..."