i've come to realize i'm incredibly indecisive. i'd had my livejournal over 5 years, but lately each entry contradicts the last. this is my fresh start.
i'm anxiously awaiting the day i fly back home to new york. i miss everyone, especially my father & erik. i'm dying for some garlic knots, and a dose of thrifting.
i think its funny i couldn't wait to leave. but now i just want to be home. i'm not sure how i'll feel once i get there. i've been so homesick lately. theres a lot of stuff building up, and i wish i could escape it all. my job isn't working out so well, and its like a ball of snow, rolling down a mountain, getting bigger and bigger as it goes along. there are 2 changes i want to happen soon. i don't see either working out if things continue the way they have been..
F.M.L.
i have a feeling that once i get back home, i won't want to come back to reno.
oh, how i love not being able to make up my mind.
i'm not myself lately.
in other news, i really enjoy going to the marina to walk my dog.
i love him a lot.
i'm also itching for a new tattoo.
"i miss home & i miss you,
when theres no one around and nothing to do.."
